To the deafening sound of glory’s presence, rising clouds of angels in my morning mediation with my holy Lord.
How warm the glow of waking heart – a sudden wave relieves me, a sudden wave of what is always there, just beyond the the limits of the thinking mind.
Such force, dynamic depths cascading ‘cross the open landscape of a gently, powerfully, expanding mind.
Such stillness in the cool sway of mental machinations, held aloft, suspended, nowhere available to land.
Good God! You are here! You awaken in me and take hold across the open spaces of the Greater Mind – You show me what I am! Beyond this place! Beyond this body of supreme limitation and infinite misery, beyond this twisted mind of I AM RIGHT AND YOU ARE WRONG! Beyond this fearful defence of a self that could never possibly exist in Your Infinite Reality.
Good God! Good God of Holy Glory. You become my dark defences; you enter into my wilfull resistance of Your Love; by my request, you enter into my insurmountable calamity, surpassing my intense desire to croak, to kill, to keep myself apart from what I need, and from what I am. You enter in. You become the chasm of my attempted defeat of You and You show me that it is nothing! That my childish ill humours and tantrums of such ferocity wax lyrical only in my own fantastic dream.
Thank you! Thank you Light! Thank you Peace! Thank you Joy! For becoming me.. For becoming my deepest Heart and my most glorious infinite Soul. Thank you Life! For filling me as you cannot not, exploding my corruptible boundaries with Your passionate infinite force!
I LOVE YOU LOVE! I love you – Heart of All Beautiful Hearts. I love you Clearest Purest Mind.
I love You Father, I love mySelf in Your perfect creation, in this eternal instant of incorruptible Soul.
I love You now, completely. I love You, now, in certainty. I love You, now, in gentle simplicity.
Thank You for becoming me.
Thank You for becoming me, for burgeoning in me, for investing Your riches within me, for Your erupting volcanic trove within my breast and within my apparent brain.
Come forth within me. Let me acknowledge only Your Self in me, Your creation, Your work, Your goodness and Your love. Let me only grow in faith in You within me. Let all things fall away but what You show Youself to be, and let my faith in That Which You Are be my strength, my necessity, my choice, my desire, and my Home.
Father, let me know You as You know me.
Let me feel You as you feel me.
Let me know mySelf as you created me.
In honest, grateful, wholly pure desire,
Let me learn to…
To the deafening sound of glory’s presence, rising clouds of angels in my ongoing mediation with my holy Lord.