Author: Holly

Musician, poet, story-teller. 'A Course in Miracles' student and teacher. Joyfully awakening mind.

Be Nothing

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Be nothing
Being nothing
Is being Everything

Be nothing here
If you are something in a place of nothing
You are nothing in a place of Everything

How to be nothing?
Well, don’t be something!
Divest yourself momentarily of the need to be something
Divest yourself entirely of the need to be anything

Be nothing
Let Everything show you what you are
How can Everything show you One-thing
If you’re already something (that is nothing?)

You are already Everything!
Beyond That is nothing!
Outside That is nothing.

You, here, now, divested of everything
Be Nothing
Know Nothing
See Nothing
Let yourself be shown Something

Doing Nothing

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Forgiveness is
Doing nothing

Standing or sitting still
And waiting
For the energetic release that empties you of everything
That empties you of the world
That shows you the world is nothing
That empties you of you
That shows you you are the world
That shows you you are nothing

Forgiveness is
Releasing everything

No specifics exist
For you to hold onto

Forgiveness is holy, non-specific
Whole mind, wholly, nonlocality
Experienced in mind and body
Felt as resurrecting cells

This is a physical resurrection
Your awakening to wholeness
You ARE a body
If not, why do you need the lesson:
“I am not a body, I am free?”
But that you believe that you are bodily,
Physical, limited, contained

Forgiveness is
The release of location to nonlocality
You, literally, disappearing

So does the world really disappear?
It already did
In one holy instant of forgiveness

You discover you are nothing
God is everything
And you are God

Only

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I am here only to serve you

I am here only to serve you

Deep
Glorious
Joy

I am here only to know you

Depth of infinite being

I am here only to serve you

Indivisible

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Precious union
One Mind speaking
To me or from me?
No distance
Indivisible

A voice within the mind
Addressing itself
But from far beyond
It’s tiny walls of self

And yet itself still
Larger..
Infinite in magnitude
Wholly inclusive
Everything

The recognition
That we address each other
Simultaneously
With the same words

Undifferentiated
Subjective
All within
Infinite in capacity
Unencumbered

Graceful
Gorgeous
Pure

Gentle
Healing
Whole

Indivisible

That is My Mind

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Space
Infinite glorious spaciousness
That is my mind

That table is my mind
That war is my mind

Crashing clashing
Conflict of tortured souls
Intricate beauty
Beyond my false projection
That is my mind

Happiness
Joyful expansive reflection of light
That is my mind

Terrible contraction of space-time
Ignorance
Death urge
Panic-stricken
Desperation
Anguish
That, that is my mind

Contemplative
Gentle
Peace
Renowned enlightened expression
Deep wisdom
Truth

That is my mind

Murderous raging rampage
Sultry sensual temptress
Indignant hostile fire
Cool, cold-shouldered turning away

Pain
Stabbing heartbreak
Sorrow

Vicious attack
Incarceration
Irretrievable blow

That, that pain is my mind
That lashes out, indestructible, unrecognisable angst, hell-fire raging in the soul
Temptation to drown, to crush and to kill
That, that too is my mind

The world is my mind

No escaping totality

Responsibility
Whole and unequivocal
Rests on my solid shoulders of separate self

Requires
Desperately seeks
Desires conversion

Receives totally
In its totality

Perfectly simple
Affording perfect peace

Separate self
Alone in guilt
Whole mind
Releasing all of form

Ministry beginning
Wholeness awakening in the one that says
That, that, that is my mind

Whole Mind

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Whole mind rains gently down upon me
A galaxy of sweetly falling stars

Whole mind rises through me
A sweeping rushing tide

Whole mind battles in me
Thunderous crashing power

Whole mind is simply, gently, generously
Still

Whole mind drills down through my body
Opens chasms of depth for me to fall down into
In which to find myself

Whole mind opens a vortex above my head
A spiralling joy of heavenly grace

Whole mind is a palpable field in which I find your mind
And we dance together
In glorious perfect harmony

I Am Everything

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Wordless expressions of love
Experienced only

Indescribable:
Literally,
Impossible

A deep unqualified knowing
The deepest purest fullest sense
Of being known
Felt
Understood

Core nourishment
Relief
Deep deep tranquillity

Peace
Gentleness

Uttered through words unsaid
Joy
Gratefully
Naturally
Shared

Peacefulness
Peacefulness of heart

Mind
As I knew it
Rendered entirely redundant

This is mind
This communication
This indisputable sense of being found
This is Mind

This is gentleness
Grace
Perfection

Slow to judge
Quick to come to aid

Remember
You are this love
You are these fronds of noiseless union
Then
Clattering softly in midnight’s breeze
Shifting stars behind you in the crystal clarity of sky

You are this clarity of expression
Clarity of experience
Clarity of reality

You are this gentle knowing
Deep longing satisfied at last in love

You are this deep mind space
Separate entirely from tragic musings of earthly tombs

You are this noiseless communication
Gentle knowing clarity
Wholly of life

You are this peace
You are this beauty
You are this love

As I utter thanks to you
I realise the utmost absurdity
Of thanking form for truth

And the sky becomes my mind

And just for a moment
I am everything